Laughing With

by Regina Spektor

No one laughs at God....

reality is a harsh word. knowing that we're living in this harsh world, we called it cruel. we blamed God for this cruel life, however we didn't realise that God is funny. because one day we will sit down and laugh back at thoes decisions that we've made. thoes things that we've done. NEVER REGRET LIFE.

because regretting means loosing hope, loosing hope means thinking that God was being cynical. remember the phrase "God would never give all of these obsticles to his man without knowing that the person could handle it well." it's the truth!

try to turn reality into one little fantasy/dream is just you being ignorant or a liar. have the efford to turn bitter to sweet. never lie to yourself thinking that life is being harsh to you without discovering the reasons why.

remember that when you die, you'll be forgotten. you'll rott in the ground, bit by bit. NOBODY would remember you forever. so, cherish this harsh world, coz there's always a beautiful side somewhere....

Insya Allah

Fidelity

by regina spektor

i came across a vblog by kevjumba, talkin bout he never really had sex education from his parents. he was sayin that he'd never even speak,mentioned or anything that involves sex infront of his parents. even watching movies with sex scenes is uncomfortable.

well...

back when i was in melbourne, i was pretty bored with the weather they had. rain fell frequently, the coldness makes me super sleepy. so one day, my stepdad ask me whether i want to stroll around the city with my mom. so i said why not. i suggested that while waiting for my stepdad to finish his meeting with a client, me n mom should watch a movie. "sex in the city" was on. silly me, i didnt expect any sex scene to be shown in a cinema. i was wrong. i had a 2 hours of awkwardness watching thoes scenes with my mom. plus, my mom was acting super excited watching thoes girls get banged. so, i tried really hard to make it enjoyable and less awkward. end of the day, we had fun.

i never mentioned about that day to my mother anymore....

my mom is the coolest mom in the history of mankind, however i'm still her daughter. some things are ment to be learned by self. although i was sex educated by my mom, the last talk we had was the mother of awkwardness.(-_-")