The Saddest Song

by The Ataris

talking to a dear friend of mine made me realized how i missed 2 men in my life. my late brother and my late father. then i remembered how scarred i was when i finally realize that that's my father they're burying. so i wrote a poem.

despite everything, i want you to know that i love you Ayah. it's just that i was young and angry, held a very stupid grudge against you! i was immature and it took me years to really understand what drove you to became the person i've remembered back then. however, you founded your happiness and ma found hers.

thank you for being my father even for a short time. im just thankful even though you were there for only 9 years of my life.

To Save Yourself

by 4th Til Morning (very rare song, good luck finding it!)

SEGMEN BMP! (bahasa melayu pasar)

topik pada hari ini, MIMPI. kepada sesiapa yang dah tengok INCEPTION, aku bukan nak cerita pasal mereka mimpi. aku nak cerita pasal mimpi yang memainkan otak kita. kengkadang ade masa kita mimpi yang best macam jadi kaya, dapat merantau ke negara lain, menang pertandingan dan lain-lain. ade yang mimpi xbest macam kene pukul, kene tinggal, macam tu lah! (pandai - pandai sendiri pikir). mak aku cakap, kalau kita mimpi pasal seseorang (yang korang kenal dan tertentu sahaja), orang tu tengah dok pikir2 pasal ko. mak aku cakap. dan dah banyak orang dok tafsir pasal mimpi. tah betul ke tidak...

mimpi adelah permainan tidur, tu kita tak boleh nafikan. tapi mimpi boleh membuatkan kita berfikir, betul ke? pastu, kita mula google pasal mimpi tu, nak percaya ke tidak? dan ade kes yang kita bermimpi tentang situasi yang kemudiannya berlaku, dipanggil dejavu. tu aku tak boleh nak terangkan, mungkin itu adalah melebihi tahap pemikiran manusia. apapepun, jangan biarkan mimpi tu buat kita terfikir tentang soalan2 di atas. macam apa yang berlaku kat aku siang tadi! NAYA BETUL!!

If You Think You Need Some Lovin'

by Pomplamoose

list of my fav books..


continuing on my little things list:
17. waking up knowing that it's raining and it was okay to get back to sleep.
18. children's big innocent eyes.
19. strumming my baby Santa (my guitar).
20. watching people's faces when they chew on my cooking.
21. the salty smell of the ocean.
22. singing in the car while stuck in a traffic jam.
23. when the radio just put up my fav song. (especially when i'm in a bad mood)
24. moving on.
25. finish folding my clean clothes.
26. finish reading a book.
27. painting my nails with bright colours.
28. when someone offers a handshake (or a hug).
29. when someone says "i remember you as a kid'.
30. strangers gave a warm smile at you randomly.

Suasana Hari Raya

by Anuar Zain & Elina

Sebelum aku mula sibuk dan sebelum aku mula nak menyerang rumah2 saudara mara...

SEGMEN BAHASA MELAYU PASAR EDISI RAYA!!

Alhamdulillah, sudah diumumkan bahawa aidilfitri akan jatuh pada hari jumaat (kira esok la, ESOK??). Keluarga aku mula sibuk dengan persiapan raya. Rendang SIAP! kuih muih SIAP! baju raya SEPARUH SIAP! cuma menunggu saat tibanya hari yang menggembirakan setiap orang..(aku harap2) kepada keluarga, kengkawan, atau sesiapa yang bace bende alah yang aku tulis ni, aku harap raya tahun ni memberikan makna yang mendalam kat korang. kita memaafkan dan melupakan kesilapan yang lepas, mulakan sebuah hubungan yang baru antara insan.

aku musykil, kenapa hari raya mesti tunjuk cerita hantu? xde cerita lain ke?? aku dah lah tak gemar genre horror(seram) ni walaupun aku bdk filem. tunjuklah cerita yang ada unsur2 kesedaran ke, ape ke...ni tidak!cerita perempuan cun yang muka penuh latex dan darah sirap. =/

xbyk info, tggu cerita hangat/review aku lepas raya......woot!!woot!!

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Suara Takbir

by P.Ramlee

i came across this blog and it occurs to me that islamophobia is still existing among people even after all this years of hijacking, terrorist hunting, school bombing shit! and recently, Americans made a big fuss about how this year's Eid al-Fitr (Aidilfitri) falls on the 11th of September (9/11). However, turns out it might fall on the 10th. Despite everything, i'm praying to all my Muslim brothers and sisters in America. How they've handled most of the treats and bullies gracefully makes me feel thankful for their unbelievable patience.

Another 5 more days till the fasting month is over, i'm very grateful that this year's Ramadhan gave me a chance to clear everything that has been making my life a little chaos. How every time i'm fasting, i felt a slight relieve, like a cleansing moment. i also feel like this month is kinda like a soul searching period. i realized that i can never hold grudges, i attend to forgive instantly. However, still have my big mouth sometimes!(inherit it from my mom...hehe!) Maybe it's part of growing up, you attend to feel differently than before.

Sebulan berpuasa sungguh berdiet,
Berbuka dengan lauk sayur,
Datang raya cakap 'be quiet',
Kantoi makan rendang berterabur.