The New Year

by Death Cab For Cutie

things for the new year:
1. not cutting my hair (except for styling).
2. finish my studies.
3. have a stable job.
4. buy a car.
5. continue to love and be loved.
6. live life to the fullest!

i know that you're not supposed to tell anybody about your new year resolutions but i don't mind sharing a BIT of it. well, i didn't have any resolutions for the '10 so this year, i let myself participate on a roller coaster ride, death sentence version 2.0!heartbreak every heartbreak i've went through but very thankful that i didn't break. i always believe that God always has other plans for me. i try to concentrate on other things, and The Almighty rewarded me with something else...i am gratefully thankful for it. 2011, i'm determined to make plans, achieve it, and enjoy a much smaller and safer rides (like the merry-go-round). take a few risks but not to much, being 22 is a big responsibility so i'll let myself be boring for a while...=)

Salam Kenal

by hana mohamed & aisyah abdullah

SEGMENT BAHASA MELAYU PASAR!!!(sorry cam gile glam tp lagu ni pling byk org nyanyi mase show...huhu!!)

kawan-kawan yang budiman...arini aku nak luah perasaan skit. bukan nak marah ke hape, cume nak luahkan rase penghargaan. baru-baru ni berlangsungnye persembahan teater Perempuan-Perempuan Seorang Wali (pade yang dok marah aku sbb x jemput kat mukabuku, maaf sgt2, aku bz ya amat!), skrip yang buat pertama kalinya aku tulis sama itu en.Khairunazwan(love!) untuk persembahan teater muzikal. so keje tulis cerita sama itu liriknya skali. Alhamdulillah, persembahan dapat dilakukan dan wlupun ade beberapa masalah, tidak mematahkan semangat kami! biaselah, takde yang sempurna dalam dunia ni, musti ade cacat cela. pengalaman yang aku xleh lupe, yang aku rase syukur kat Allah SWT sbb buatkan aku lepak ngan cheeboon, nmpk notis ujibakat kat blakang pale die, buat aku rase yakin terlebey untuk pegi, bagi aku inspirasi untuk tulis skrip ni skali dengan penerangan idea yang agak berterabur oleh wan(hehe!), dan bagi aku ketenangan dan kesihatan utk bersame2 buat teater muzikal yang dianggap sesat ini. (kepada yang rase citer ni sesat, terima kasih atas pemikiran tertutup anda) syukur Alhamdulillah...

p/s: kepada kawan2 produksi, terima kasih yang tak terhingga atas usaha anda, hanya Allah shj yg dpt membalas jasa anda. klu aku ade super power, aku jadi korg punye bodyguard sepenuh masa!!ahaha!!dan kepada wan, terima kasih atas speech wan mase viva, wan telah menghilangkan ke'macho'an saye...huhu!!!

p/s: skang aku merehatkan otak utk bersedia merempuh peta aku plak!filem atau HD??ayoyo!!!

Hitam Manis

by R.Azmi

segmen bahasa melayu pasar!!!agagaga!!!

Haritu aku tengok 'the social network' (ni aku janji aku akan tulis review ttg cerita ni). salah satu bende yang aku belajar dengan citer ni ialah peranan internet dalam hidup kita dan bagaimana perasaan marah leh bertukar ke menulis blog tentang minah yang tinggalkan ko. sangat tak elok. ko dok kutuk die kat blog ko hanya sebab ko bengang kat die. akibatnye, satu kampus tau die punye saiz bra (aku xske gune perkataan coli, cam agak jijik, maaf.)

banyak blog yang aku baca, samada kengkawan ataupun orang yang aku tak kenal akan blog tentang bende2 yang menyakitkan hati diorang terutamanya bile diorang sebut plak name orang tu. kan dah mengaibkan namenye. tapi bukan semua, ade kengkawan aku amik langkah untuk blog tentang minat diorang, karya diorang dan sebagainya. klu nk luahkan jugak, luahlah dalam bentuk yang tidak merendahkan lagi maruah orang itu dan scara tidak langsung maruah ko sendiri...

renung-renungkan, dan selamat beramal!!

She Came Home For Christmas

by Mew

the list continues...
31. someone calls just to say 'good morning'.
32. the look in someone's eyes that say's 'i'm in love with you'.
33. cantonese fried beehoon.
34. watching michel gondry's films.
35. sipping hot milo.
36. sitting under a tree.
37. the wind blowing.
38. eating fried/stimmed cassava (ubi kayu/singkong)
39. choosing side dishes for my white rice.
40. noticing a particular person at a crowd full of people.

and the list (still) continues....

new post.......

coming soon.......


p/s: sorry it takes a long time to do a new post, got caught up with tons of work....will update soon...=)


HAPPY DECEMBER!

Sweet Darlin'

by She & Him

i have no idea why am i soo lazy to do reviews...i've recently watched 3 films, Charlie St.Cloud, Magika and The Other Guys. they were pretty good except for Magika, bad in storyline, there's no flow and they don't deserve the best film award for malaysian film fest (FFM). Like come on guys! The songs was i'll admit, great. But story wise were a flop! Charlie St.Cloud were sad but i don't really see much of a punchline at the climax and the ending. But great performance from Zac Efron, really touches the heart. The Other Guys was fresh and damn hilarious! Like seriously, they've put another level on comedy! FYI, this was like the 1st time i've ever watched 3 movies on 1 day! hahaha!!!

been really busy lately, caught up with PeTA work, shooting, script writings n all. however, i feel blessed with all of this, atleast im doing something. sometimes i can be workaholic. despite being in this situations, im also blessed that i've found my air to breathe in. More updates coming soon plus segmen bahasa melayu pasar (n i'll continue my list of awesome things)

Parachute

How am i suppose to know,
That you're right in front of me,

How am i suppose to know,
That you're waiting for me,

I'm currently falling,
Falling from thousands feet building,
While my finger on the ignition,
Waiting for my parachute,

Felt like i have wings,
Flying above the air,

Maybe the way you hold me,
The feeling that you're there;

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new review's coming up, just wanna post up something im working on...writing for someone in particular...=)

Untitled #2

I

thank you is all that i can say,
standing beside me without leaving me astray,
like sea shells by the bay,

thank you for loving me,
this little soul that was meant to be,
making constant mistakes for the eyes to see,

thank you for not forgetting,
although i'd ignore you signing,
despite everything, you still hear me calling.

II

where have you been all my life?
you've came the moment i was about to dive,
into burning hell,

there's no words to say about you,
making me vulnerable out of the blue,
like you're a ringing bell,

where have you been, are you for real?
pulling me back, making me feel,
drawn to you, can you tell?

words can never describe this feeling,
almost like God heard me calling,
i can never say farewell.

---------------------------------------------

this week, i've learn a lot, i've acknowledge and i've loved. how i realized that love involves the universe, doesn't mean to be involve with someone. love is a feeling that you nurture deep inside your heart than later realize that greater love. how do you get that greater love? open you heart to possibilities, open your heart to greater things, OPEN! i didn't realize this until i felt happiness to the point were i cried. now i know what was the tears of joy...Alhamdulillah!

Visions of Johanna

by Bob Dylan

Decisions....Decisions....decisions

So many decisions has to be made eventually when there's a lot of confrontation thrown towards you. And yet again, love becomes the headline of this encounter. is the decisions based on the logical thinking of the human mind or the careless beating heart that longs for a fairy tale?

time is precious when every beat determines you to make the decision of a lifetime. right after you ask yourself, is this worth the shot?

The Saddest Song

by The Ataris

talking to a dear friend of mine made me realized how i missed 2 men in my life. my late brother and my late father. then i remembered how scarred i was when i finally realize that that's my father they're burying. so i wrote a poem.

despite everything, i want you to know that i love you Ayah. it's just that i was young and angry, held a very stupid grudge against you! i was immature and it took me years to really understand what drove you to became the person i've remembered back then. however, you founded your happiness and ma found hers.

thank you for being my father even for a short time. im just thankful even though you were there for only 9 years of my life.

To Save Yourself

by 4th Til Morning (very rare song, good luck finding it!)

SEGMEN BMP! (bahasa melayu pasar)

topik pada hari ini, MIMPI. kepada sesiapa yang dah tengok INCEPTION, aku bukan nak cerita pasal mereka mimpi. aku nak cerita pasal mimpi yang memainkan otak kita. kengkadang ade masa kita mimpi yang best macam jadi kaya, dapat merantau ke negara lain, menang pertandingan dan lain-lain. ade yang mimpi xbest macam kene pukul, kene tinggal, macam tu lah! (pandai - pandai sendiri pikir). mak aku cakap, kalau kita mimpi pasal seseorang (yang korang kenal dan tertentu sahaja), orang tu tengah dok pikir2 pasal ko. mak aku cakap. dan dah banyak orang dok tafsir pasal mimpi. tah betul ke tidak...

mimpi adelah permainan tidur, tu kita tak boleh nafikan. tapi mimpi boleh membuatkan kita berfikir, betul ke? pastu, kita mula google pasal mimpi tu, nak percaya ke tidak? dan ade kes yang kita bermimpi tentang situasi yang kemudiannya berlaku, dipanggil dejavu. tu aku tak boleh nak terangkan, mungkin itu adalah melebihi tahap pemikiran manusia. apapepun, jangan biarkan mimpi tu buat kita terfikir tentang soalan2 di atas. macam apa yang berlaku kat aku siang tadi! NAYA BETUL!!

If You Think You Need Some Lovin'

by Pomplamoose

list of my fav books..


continuing on my little things list:
17. waking up knowing that it's raining and it was okay to get back to sleep.
18. children's big innocent eyes.
19. strumming my baby Santa (my guitar).
20. watching people's faces when they chew on my cooking.
21. the salty smell of the ocean.
22. singing in the car while stuck in a traffic jam.
23. when the radio just put up my fav song. (especially when i'm in a bad mood)
24. moving on.
25. finish folding my clean clothes.
26. finish reading a book.
27. painting my nails with bright colours.
28. when someone offers a handshake (or a hug).
29. when someone says "i remember you as a kid'.
30. strangers gave a warm smile at you randomly.

Suasana Hari Raya

by Anuar Zain & Elina

Sebelum aku mula sibuk dan sebelum aku mula nak menyerang rumah2 saudara mara...

SEGMEN BAHASA MELAYU PASAR EDISI RAYA!!

Alhamdulillah, sudah diumumkan bahawa aidilfitri akan jatuh pada hari jumaat (kira esok la, ESOK??). Keluarga aku mula sibuk dengan persiapan raya. Rendang SIAP! kuih muih SIAP! baju raya SEPARUH SIAP! cuma menunggu saat tibanya hari yang menggembirakan setiap orang..(aku harap2) kepada keluarga, kengkawan, atau sesiapa yang bace bende alah yang aku tulis ni, aku harap raya tahun ni memberikan makna yang mendalam kat korang. kita memaafkan dan melupakan kesilapan yang lepas, mulakan sebuah hubungan yang baru antara insan.

aku musykil, kenapa hari raya mesti tunjuk cerita hantu? xde cerita lain ke?? aku dah lah tak gemar genre horror(seram) ni walaupun aku bdk filem. tunjuklah cerita yang ada unsur2 kesedaran ke, ape ke...ni tidak!cerita perempuan cun yang muka penuh latex dan darah sirap. =/

xbyk info, tggu cerita hangat/review aku lepas raya......woot!!woot!!

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Suara Takbir

by P.Ramlee

i came across this blog and it occurs to me that islamophobia is still existing among people even after all this years of hijacking, terrorist hunting, school bombing shit! and recently, Americans made a big fuss about how this year's Eid al-Fitr (Aidilfitri) falls on the 11th of September (9/11). However, turns out it might fall on the 10th. Despite everything, i'm praying to all my Muslim brothers and sisters in America. How they've handled most of the treats and bullies gracefully makes me feel thankful for their unbelievable patience.

Another 5 more days till the fasting month is over, i'm very grateful that this year's Ramadhan gave me a chance to clear everything that has been making my life a little chaos. How every time i'm fasting, i felt a slight relieve, like a cleansing moment. i also feel like this month is kinda like a soul searching period. i realized that i can never hold grudges, i attend to forgive instantly. However, still have my big mouth sometimes!(inherit it from my mom...hehe!) Maybe it's part of growing up, you attend to feel differently than before.

Sebulan berpuasa sungguh berdiet,
Berbuka dengan lauk sayur,
Datang raya cakap 'be quiet',
Kantoi makan rendang berterabur.

Make Me Wanna Die

by The Pretty Reckless

don't take advantage of me, because i'm vulnerable,
because i'm small, because i'm capable,
my egos are busting, i'm planning a riot,
you wouldn't understand, you wouldn't bare it,
this time screw all, i won't consider you,
as an essential, it's not the issue,
the real deal is, heart has been ripped,
path has been covered, light has been dimmed,
i'll never be good enough, yes i know,
i'm not even close to a friend, more like a foe,
this time i'm wearing a bulletproof vest,it's no lie,
my finger is close to the trigger, and you make me wanna die.

p/s: i'm not hating anybody or dedicating this to anyone. it's just an angry poem. if you felt like this was for you, i have no comment...

Quelqu'un M'a Dit

by Carla Bruni

i've read this and it was something that i really need in my current situations and to dust off this year's dirt. i never realized that all the small things could cure my wounded heart. it made me appreciate the life that i've borrowed. that inspired me to list down my awesome things...very random, very small, very AWESOME!

1. listening to music while walking, imagining that i'm shooting a video clip.
2. after shower feeling.
3. watching people's body language while talking to me.
4. finishing the last bits of food.
5. been called apon when the laptop hanged.
6. waking up beside someone.
7. waking up knowing that the person beside you is staring.
8. butterflies in my stomach.
9. buying mcD's on a fasting month and pretend to be chinese.
10. that warm feeling when hugging.
11. feeling the texture of the palm when holding hands.
12. looking at the screen when the phone rings.
13. the feeling when you've finally found the right shoe.
14. taking off every accessories before hitting the shower.
15. choosing the 'outfit of the day'.
16. soaking my toes in a warm beach sand.

there's more to it...i'll continue in the future...=)

She's Not There

by The Zombies

Bahasa Melayu Pasar lagi!!

ade la seorang kawan aku penah cakap "kalau kau down(sedih/kechewa), keluar! lepak dengan kengkawan, get a life (dapatkan hidup!)". aku pegang dengan kata-kata kawan aku tu. jadi ape yang aku buat?

1. aku pergi tegur sape-sape yang aku dah lame nampak kat ASWARA, perkenalkan diri aku.
2. aku try contact balik kawan-kawan sekolah aku.
3. aku senyum kat orang yang pernah sakitkan hati aku.
4. aku baik balik dengan orang yang aku tak suke.
5. aku bercakap dengan orang yang aku pernah gaduh.
6. aku meminta maaf dan memaafkan.
7. aku lepak dengan orang yang aku dah lame tak lepak.
8. ketawa dengan perangai gila aku.

hidup ni singkat. bak kate perpatah orang putih "life is too short for sorrow" (hidup ni terlalu pendek untuk bersedih). aku pegang jugak sampai sekarang! dan ia telah memudahkan aku untuk terus mendongak tinggi dan maju ke hadapan (keep moving forward la katekan). kawan-kawan sangat penting untuk aku. mereka adalah orang yang akan berterus terang dengan kau, walaupun pedih tapi itulah kenyataan. dan aku tak suke putus hubungan dengan orang yang aku pernah intim. terlalu sayang untuk biarkan macam tu je, tergantung di papan memori. jangan sentimental sangat yang oi!

p/s: i've noticed that i've been frequently posting "bahasa melayu pasar". it's just that in this segment, i'm more positive. i shall continue doing this because it's a good therapy for me. any readers who prefer to share this with me however doesn't understand Malay, feel free to contact me. i'll be happy to translate.

Scar

by Missy Higgins

don't worry honey, i'm smiling...enjoy this happy song instead! =)

Regret

by New Order


MAYBE CONTAIN SPOILERS

INCEPTION
DIRECTED BY CHRISTOPHER NOLAN: i have no idea how this idea came from. you need like a twisted imagination (almost beyond Michel Gondry) to create this story. it was arranged beautifully without making the audience felt confused (except for the nerve racking ending). Leonardo DiCaprio was for me, the perfect person to play Dom Cobb. he portrayed a man thorn between focusing on his job and battling his inner demon, in this case his deceased wife Mal (Marion Cotillard). The concept of every team's part were explained but it still confuses me (because it was related to film making), so i'm not gonna spoil it for you, go find out yourself. i do love the concept of how dreams can create a whole new word if you take control of it. how a dream can manipulate the brain and plant an idea when you wake up. however, if you cross the certain borders of deception, the world you've created would collapse, leaving the person you wanted to manipulate knows the truth that this is not real. enough of the mambo-jumbo, let's cut to the chase!

although i'll admit, i'm not a big fan of cgi but this one is an exception. it's a dream for crying out loud! the graphic was great and how they've used meta-physics and advance architecture technic to create a world similar but not the same. multi-layering the story with detail without mixing the dreams up. the casts was greatly bought! i mean, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Ellen Page, Michael Caine? Shots were taken beautifully, the sound was not overly done plus i love how they used Edith Piaf's song as their source of awakening (from the lucid dreams). the sets were remarkable and memorable especially the staircase scene where Arthur (J.Gordon-Levitt) shows Ariadne (E.Page) how paradox works.

and the bad! knowing that i'm used with doing continuity (or infamously known as the conty girl), i had several problems with it in this film. like come on! the scene where Cobb was found along the sea shore, and one of the guards went to the boss to show him what was on the man that they've found. he places the brass top on the table upside down, and when it cut to closeup, it was on the right side. and there's so many more (Ariadne's loose bun/night int, day ext/etc.)

overall, i strongly recommend people to watch it. some reviews i read gave this film "Kubrick doing Bond, or Gondry on a huge budget, but mostly pure Nolan".

Menghapus Jejakmu

by Peterpan (peterporn?)

Selamat berpuase ya kawan2!!bertemu kembali di segmen bahasa melayu pasar!!sejak kebelakangan ni aku kurang tulis review (ulasan) filem hanya sebab aku xtengok wayang dalam mase2 terdekat ni. tp lain kali aku tgk, aku akan ulasan (dan hentam) panjang2. di bulan yang mulia ni alhamdulillah setakat ni aku masih berupaya untuk berpuasa, walaupun diganggu oleh bayangan2 yang menyelubungi perasaan, nk buat camne......layan saja!hmm...

walau bagaimanapun itu tidak mengganggu topik kita pada hari ini, duit. dapat duit, shopping (membeli belah)! memang sah la klu dapat duit mesti membeli. tp harus diingat, walaupun nak raya, macam2 bende nak beli...puase tetap puasa. menguji kesabaran dan kekuatan iman. dalam erti kata lain, jangan tak ingat dunia ye kawan2. mase kat bazaar tu, taula korang tengah lapar tp belum tentu mase berbuka korang boleh habiskan sume makanan yang dibeli. tu semua nafsu je! aku bukanlah pakar agama tapi mengulas ikut akal. (jangan nanti nak pertikaikan perangai aku lak!)

selain daripada makanan, bulan puasa ni kalau boleh amik kesempatan untuk mulakan balik hidup. yang buruk semua jadikan teladan, memaafkan dan melupakan perkara2 yang lepas, syukur dengan nikmat yang diberi dan yang sedia ada.

semoga Ramadhan kalian kali ini memberi makna mendalam dalam hidup kalian.

Amin.

Untitled #1

I

chains,
tying me up around my wrist,
because i'd took a risk,
to wish for something that does not exist,

chains,
invincible yet pulling,
preventing me from falling,
preventing me from moving,

chains,
made me feel something that i should not,
something that i would fought,
over the one thing that completes me, so i thought.

II

call me stupid, call me crazy,
call me whatever, call me hasty,
i won't be mad if you call me baby,
because all i want is you and me,
judging by this, i'm not confident with my wish,
however i still have hope, then call me selfish,
call me whatever you want, i won't get angry,
because we've shared everything, even our history,
you once left me feeling flattered when trust were exchanged,
now you're turning your back, left me estranged,
convince me love wasn't something you've made up,
because my feelings for you would immediately stop,
so as my heart, or the air that i breathe,
when every inhale, i feel you moving inside of me.

What's My Age Again?

by Blink 182 Apakah usia saya? (translated)

what?whut?wat?apekah?

bertemu kita kembali di segmen bahasa melayu pasar!(rough malay or directly translated : market malay language? no, it's not a kind of language that you speak at the market! it's how malaysians speaks in) ok, dah habis keterangan. citer die skang ni pasal facebook. oh, facebook yang bertuah lagi mengganggu hidup! facebook adelah tempat untuk cari kawan, promosi percuma ataupun nk carik kerja (ye, carik kerja!). facebook telah bertapak di Malaysia lebih kurang 5 tahun yang lalu dan telah mengalahkan pihak lawan seperti friendster dan myspace (korg still ade ke minatang tu?) dari facebook, korg leh tau citer psl org tu dari ا smpi لا (kira xsmpi habis la, yg lain rahsia). tp terpulang pade empunya diri untuk mengemukakan hal-hal mereka untuk diberitahu kenalan2 mahupun seluruh dunia. TAPI! skang ade budaya carik gaduh kat facebook ataupun luahan perasaan yang melampau-lampau! sampai berjela2 comment (komen) ataupun wall (dinding) disebabkan status2 yang hangat nih! bagi aku, facebook jgn di ambil serious sgt sampai mengaibkan org, ataupun diri sendiri. ckp sekadar bende yg terlalu peribadi diluarkan melalui unsur2 yg lain, bkn internet.

bkn aku nk ckp korg xleh nk luahkn langsung ape yang korg rase, tp pastikan org yg korg kutuk tu xde dlm friendlist (atau sesiape yg mengenali si dikutuk)! so kawan2, jgn jahat sgt!(don't be mean).

sebelum aku lupe, yang bercinta tu! aku tau korg sgtlah sayang menyayang (sgt manis!), tp handphone ade kan? (gehehe!) yang putus cinta tu, bunga bkn sekuntum, kumbang bkn seekor. daripada marah2 kat fb, baik pegi depan2, sound (bunyi?) tepek saja...kan lagi puas hati!

PERINGATAN : ni pada yang suke terlebih2, bkn nak kondem sume org...jgn salah faham yee

p/s: esok merupakan tarikh di mana arwah abang (Mohd Azeem) meninggalkan keluarga kami. sudah 7 tahun pemergiannya. Al-Fatihah.

My Love

by Sia

(MAYBE CONTAIN SPOILERS)
THE TWILIGHT SAGA : ECLIPSE

DIRECTED BY DAVID SLADE : One thing about this director is that i love HARD CANDY (Ellen Page/Patrick Wilson), how he enhance the character in his story from these wonderful actors. However i have a problem regarding this film. One in particular; Is Bella somewhat mentally challenged or she has a type of nervous breakdown that she can't seem to control. i can 't get over her extreme awkwardness. logically, she has what she wanted and that is Edward Cullen however she's like nervous and all (although Edward is no longer a stranger, duh?), the only chemistry i see is whenever they kissed. it's a very meaningful kiss (obvious rumors) and trust me, i know a kiss when i see it! Edward became this kinda kid-in-a-candy-store-all-the-time-type of guy. and i totally understand that! how he wants Bella to be his wife and how he protects her. and even experience an emotional feeling (other than his lovey dovey adorableness), fear. Jacob however became this tough guy less immature. In the book supposedly shows his lack of emotional control. i donno!

Let's get to the story, i have problem with the editing or maybe how the story flowed. how an action scene, with tearing up limbs and all ends so quickly then the next scene was this slow motion of handsomeness (sorry if i don't make sense to you but if you see this movie and apply what i said, you'll know what i meant). in other words, they changed the emotion too quickly. i have no idea what's wrong with the art department because in the scene where the chief's third wife stabbed herself, i see blood but how on earth could she stab herself without tearing the poncho? or get blood stains on her hand? in other scene where Bella does the same (cut her arm) to save Edward, how could she produced such amount of blood at that instant. the blood flows like water! and where's the wound? inside her sleeve? she should have cut her wrist, easier to produce 'that' much of a blood, enough to distract bloodsuckers (or maybe literally kill herself,however the producers need her for the next movie). in a scene where Jacob were struggling to free himself from a newborn and it crashed his rib, he turned to human wearing pants? he was suppose to be naked however, nude coloured pants were visible at an angle.

Enough of the negative, what i liked about the movie is that i can see the effort to put the whole book inside this movie. i like the change of colour and lighting (especially in the meadow scene), where at some point the sun hits Edward's face and it sparkled. i like how they maintain Bella's scars from both earlier movies, looked realistic. more fight scene and love scenes.(if you're obsessed with Rob Patts, you might bite yourself!) plus, more shirtless dudes! i'll give it a 3/5.

MARCH 10th!!!!

I MISSED MY OWN ANNIVERSARY!!!!



it's been 2 years we're together baby, all the laughter, tears, grief, films, love, has been written here. i've started this blog to inspire, because i needed the inspiration. so here's to you bloggie! here's to what the future might hold....

sincerely,
aisyah

Karma

by Cokelat

segmen bahasa melayu pasar kembali lagi!!dengan isu-isu yang hangat tp klu ckp byk nnt jadi sejuk, jadi aku pendekkan. seperti yg rakan2 sume tau, pudu jail sudah kirim salam atau erti kata lain dirobohkan. aku xnk ulas byk sebab takut orang ingat aku menentang la, protes sana sini, benda dah jalan...tp yang aku leh komen sikit (atau ulas?), perasaan sedih tu ade. memang tu tempat penempatan penjenayah kecil smpi yang bahaya ya amat, tp bangunan tu da lame kut!da xde da bangunan camtu kat Malaysia ni. ape kate bersihkn tempat tu dan buat muzium sebab aku xberkesempatan utk ke sane dan lihat bagaimana hukuman dijalankan. secara xlangsung, dah buat kempen kesedaran ttg jenayah dah!

citer lain!!

aku dahpun mengucapkan selamat tinggal kat kengkawan aku yang dah menghabiskan pembelajaran diorg. aku? aku masih ade projek akhir aku yang xbuat lagi. faktor? xperlu disebut. (sbb aku nk cerita benda lain) ceritanya, aku da tandus idea. idea yang aku present (bentangkan) dulu buat aku xyakin nak teruskan cerita tu. ade je cerita baru tp aku takut cerita aku (dari segi emosi sbb aku mmg suke bende2 emo ni kannn?) x sampai. aku xnk habis belajar sekadar habis je sebab aku tau aku xlakukan yang terbaik sepanjang pembelajaran, so kira PeTA ni (penilaian tahun akhir) aku nk tebus balik semuanya. Insyallah.

Ambulance

by Eisley

honestly speaking, everyone is afraid of something. ANYTHING. so when it come to relationship, being afraid is a major thing. afraid of getting dumped, hurt, realizing the fact that you love the wrong person, the person got taken away or even realizing that you don't really love that person as you thought you were. it scares you when things turns out of planned, and the problem starts. so you think you need help because obviously, you can't run from it. you have to face it whether you like it or not!

however, you can avoid all of this if you believe in yourself. believe that you can make things work like you wanted to. compromise. learn to deal situations differently. do not compare your relationship with any other relationship you had in the past, because every person on earth are different that the other. then maybe, just maybe, this time, you can truly love unconditionally.

Let us Pray

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

Let us pray for those in need, for those who are battling their lives to survive. for those who are left behind. for those who fight for justice. for those who seek peace. for those who seek freedom. let us pray for the lives of our children, for our country and our earth. let us pray so we could live the life that we've borrowed, so one day we could return it with clarity in our body and soul.

Amin.

p/s : the recent news about the attack towards the Gaza-Aid ships saddens me to the point were i can't even imagine the lives of young children in Palestine anymore, without medical help. it sickens me with the fact that they who are responsible would do such things. this is the time to really open our eyes, to realise that this is in fact WRONG!

i'm not a religious person(i'll admit that), but i do believe in God's power. there's nothing wrong with having a little faith.

Bad Reputation

by Joan Jett & The Blackhearts

yey!review post!!

KICK-ASS : DIRECTED BY MICHAEL VAUGHN
Based on a comic with the same name, it's a story about when a normal world turns abnormal in a way that you've never imagined. no there's no superpower, there's no mutation, there's no radioactive...all those kinds of shits. this is the reality of what's happening here,now! at first i thought it's just another kid-flick (the one Disney usually does), then the cursing started and i was like whoa! the bad guys had to be the mob, who else can they bust the biggest villain ever? there won't be mad scientist or terrorist (thank god there's non coz i'm sick of Americans trying their hardest to promote anti-terrorist. just the way they did it that's all). i can't believe it was Mark Strong who played Frank D'Amico, the godfather. technically better that Ironman 1(sorry to say). my favourite part is a scene where Hit Girl meets Kick-ass and she slashed everybody with those knife sticks (or whatever you called it!). she's kept stabbing everybody and the camera followed her like it was attached to her. however, the first one who got stabbed, the graphic knife that burst through the front chest ain't workin' honey...
i like Dave Lizewski (Aaron Johnson) character, although it's typical nerdy who can't get a girl kinda type but he's crazy, prune to do things that he'll regret later, or literally kill him. and Christopher Mintz-Plasse aka mcluvin? he played the son of the mob Chris D'Amico. Hit girl(Chloe Moretz) is one bad ass, she's like a kid you want to raise one day! (or maybe it's me?) However, the only reason why this movie is a hit it's because of her and Big Daddy (Nicholas Cage)character coz for me they're super cool, their motive is the only thing that moves the story and the bond between father and daughter. what i can say is that despite everything you hear, DO NOT underestimate this movie!

what most of the reviews that i could agree on is that this is Kill Bill meets Superbad, got themselves a baby who popped it's head to kill and curse some more! and it ain't Disney Flick!

Love Is Hard

by James Morrison

when it's hard for you to fall in love, it became an issue of what's wrong with you...when you're attached, it became an issue when people starts to wonder why are you the lucky one...when you're hopelessly devoted, it became an issue when you happens to be the bad guy...

yeah...

love IS hard

We've Only Just Begun

by The Carpenters

It's been a while since i went to the movies...the last was "Ip Man"...i'm not gonna review bout the movie but what i can say is that the storyline is exciting and i love the theme....camera angle good and all.honestly, i'm not in the mood...bz with shooting and all...will post something that make sense soon!=)

sincerely, aisyah..

Half Of My Heart

by John Mayer feat Taylor Swift




p/s: thought i wasn't going to post personal things, but this song just says it all...when half of my heart collide with the other half, it made me realise that what matters is what makes me happy...and being with you might just be it...

Letters From The Sky

by Civil Twilight

THE LOVELY BONES DIRECTED BY PETER JACKSON. first and foremost i would like to point out that ever since Armageddon (directed by Micheal Bay), never in my life i would encounter another Hollywood movie that would touch me so emotionally. in other words, i cried watching this! i love how the story was told, different point of views but mostly about the main character which is Susie Salmon (played by Saoirse Ronan). the whole story was narrated by Susie herself, telling the story like how she wanted it to be told. the movie teaches us on how to deal with grief and how death could be something beautiful even in horrible situations. the movie started of with introductions of Susie Salmon's life, how she has to deal with teen issues like falling in love and how her relationships with her family members. however, everything was stolen from her when a man who lived just around the neighborhood took her life. the story continues with how her relations deal with her death and the determination to solve the mystery. how her father (Mark Wahlberg) gets obsessed on finding the killer and her mother (Rachel Weisz) went away, knowing that she wasn't strong enough to move on. i love the scene where she describes the afterlife, before heaven. however honestly speaking, too much CGI are used (Peter Jackson style). i think most scenes can be left alone because they are unimportant. the part where Susie's body was about to be dumped in a sinkhole, my heart started to pound like a train inter cutting Ruth Connors (Carolyn Dando) tries to tell Ray (Reece Ritchie) that inside that safe, is the body of Susie. however, some parts i must say that the editing are poorly done. lots of insignificant scene were put up and the film were saved by the actors performances.

i would not review much further because few reviews i've read told me that there is different versions of storylines between the movie and the actual book.

p/s: i've been doing some personal blogging these days whereas this page is for us to share. well, more reviews and questions to come in the future....

Thought I Saw Your Face Today

by She&Him

(Here we are again, same old you...emotionally retarded and mentally distressed. what can i say, ever since you've became whimpy...heart full of holes, but easily turn to jelly. you've slowly destroying your life and tearing down your principals. you've became reckless...don't let others fool you, do not get attached!)

words that i've told myself over and over again. regardless, when i saw your face today, i can't help but look away, and i couldn't help but fall in _____(fill in whatever you like)

i'm that messed up right now. feeling 2 things at the same time is not my cup of tea...

p/s: don't ask me those common questions, who, what, where, when, how...just fill in the damn blank.mekaseh

Pengemis Muda

by Sheila Majid

Yey!aku berbahasa melayu pasar lagi!harini citernye, GOSIP! baru2 ni aku dilanda mcm2 gosip dan kwn2 aku byk kene attack! orang memang suke bercakap, aku pun x terkeluar dalam senarai. kalau korang tanye kwn2 aku benda pertama yg aku akan tanye adelah, 'ape citer?'. gosip ni ade baik dan buruk. baiknye, bile seseorang tu tak berani cakap yang die suke seseorang, gosip akan sampaikannye dengan pantas tanpa menggunakan maxis broadband! yang x bestnye, satu kampung tau la...pastu dah xjadi plan ko nk bwk die pergi dating. die dah tau pastu die reject ko bulat2, disampaikan oleh mulut2 gosip tadi...tp gosip xsemestinye pasal sape suke sape...psl keje, psl blaja dll. mcm2 bentuk ade...

jenis aku, aku xpercayakan gosip...sebab byk sgt mulut jahat yang dah api2 keadaan. tp klu gosip tu betul, ape slhnye bertanye @ terus terang pada empunye diri kan?

Your Ex-Lover Is Dead

by Stars

When someone lie, you attend to have a certain feeling, an intuition telling you that someone is doing things behind your back. Some might say it's a camouflage of the truth. Some might just be a LIE. It pisses you off when someone lie, it pisses you more when you found out the truth from somebody else. you feel fucked up when it happens frequently.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH TELLING THE TRUTH?

-you can't handle the truth-

WELL AT LEAST IT'S NOT AS WORSE AS FINDING OUT THE TRUTH BEHIND THE LIE(S).

i don't wanna see you, i don't wanna talk to you, i want nothing to do with you!

p/s: you know who YOU are. thank you for draining everything that I've given to you..

If Tommorow Never Comes

by Ronan Keating

i've never reveal my true feelings about losing my one and only brother. every time i told someone about him, the moment he went away, i smiled. i smiled because i was thankful that i had those moments with him. maybe by revealing this letter i wrote a while ago might give you the rough idea about how deeply i adore a guy by the name of Mohd Azeem Abdullah.

Dear Abang (or Azeem),
How are you up there? i don't mind if you can't reply back to me but if you're watching what i'm doing, listen up! You must have noticed how different i looked since you last saw me! well, i'm more grown up and more mature. i know by writing to you, people who will read must think i'm delusional or forgotten my faith (perhaps). honestly, i need someone to talk to and i don't expect any reply. i felt a relief writing and pretending that i'm writing to you.
remember the day when we played wrestling and you hit my nose and it bleed? at that time i thought it was super cool (i'm that weird). and you've cracked my back when i was 8 years old? mom went nuts! i had to lay on my back for 2 weeks! remember your 1st girlfriend and you've introduce her to me! her brother fancied me however i rejected him (because i was to young to know what love is).
i went through all of my diaries and i found your signature. at that time i knew you were reading my diary. somehow, you've left a mark. remember the time when things were rough and we had to stay with pakcik? as i grew older, i realized at that time, actually we were homeless.mom did it all she could for us. i hope when mom leaves, you'll greet her with love. but allow me to spoil her first!
you must have been furious with me regarding the guys that i've dated. honestly, i've learned my lessons. you've shown me how boys function. i wanted to make a story about you. something to show my appreciation towards you. but i couldn't come up with something good. i'll make sure the guy who plays you are as handsome as you!harharhar!
i still haven't figure out why on earth would you ask for nasi ayam for you last meal. i terribly sorry that i didn't tapau you one. but how i wished that you went out with me and alang to bukit bintang on that day. well, it has happened so shall let it be. i wish i could have your personality, your charm, and your bravery (although deep down inside you're a chicken!=D). only Allah SWT know why he loved you more.

i love you, abang <3

p/s : say hi to mak ngah, wan, nur faiznur, aziah, atuk,and yasmin ahmad for me. and ayah, i'm deeply sorry that i didn't spend time with you on your last days. i wasn't ready but i guess i'm too late. hope you'll forgive me.

sincerely, aisyah

For Once In My Life

BY STEVIE WONDER

it's been a while since i've made a review..so here it goes!
(CAUTION : MAYBE CONTAIN SPOILERS)

VALENTINES DAY : DIRECTED BY GARRY MARSHALL
i was expecting something wow'ing me since Garry Marshall directed 'Pretty Woman'. a film to watch suitable for the couple and the singles. well, both will be left horrified!a story told on the beginning of (hectic) v-day. where plans are made and flowers are sold like crazy. bunch of stories compiled into one. i find this film a bit confusing, and the storyline are just plain boring. i shall give kudos to the concept, people waking up knowing that it's valentine's day, some wants to celebrate with love ones, some wants to kill v-day, and some just decided to be unfaithful, and some decided to come out of the closet. i loved every Shirley MacLaine and Hector Elizondo scene, they are just plain adorable! also, Topher Grace hooked up with 'call girl' Anne Hathway, their relationship was convincingly amusing. i was shocked when Taylor Swift came out, she knows how to have fun with her character, kissing Taylor Lautner and all! i don't see the chemistry (or any attractions) between Ashton Kutcher and Jennifer Garner although they are supposedly friends who somewhat has feelings towards each other. well, like i said, it's confusing. so they've touched some young love topics, bout having sex (Emma Robert and Carter Jenkins)....and also the fact that you could actually be rewarded when you're kinder to people (or in some cases, your country)...i preferred LOVE ACTUALLY. there! i've said it!

p/s : watched it with my bestie, Jasmin on v-day.=)

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The Only Exception

by Paramore


Love has rules, dos and don'ts. whether you want to follow the do or ignore the don't (vice versa), it's your own choice. it's your life after all. however, rules are made to give guidelines of what should a relationship be and how it works. some might think with these simple rules, you can avoid the possibility of an episode of heartbreak. some might think that it's our job to work it and the rest are in god's hands. some might be the exception.

the exception means when a person just blessed with a relationship or a partner that doesn't require hard work just to maintain the only thing every human need, LOVE. like loving your father, mother, sister, brother or even (in some cases) friends. this group requires an open heart to create a bond that will never be broken. being the EXCEPTION is fucking great!

however, this is a very rare case in this uptight world. sadly, i'm not one of them.

Riot Radio

by the dead 60's

my hands itch really bad....it's because i'm tempted to get my lip pierce!i've been dreaming of having my lip piece since i've done it with a friend but had to took it out so that my mom won't freak out when she sees it! (FYI, i was 14) so...my hands itch because i wanted to do it by myself!ahahaha!!!!!

you might ask me, wtf do i wanna do piercing DIY? well, pain is somewhat pleasurable to me...i know, i'm a freaky weirdo!lalalala!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:i went to do nostrils piercing instead =P

I Don't Believe You

by Pink

everybody's bitching everybody. including me...it was hard for me to move on. it was easier for me to bitch around. but it's not fair, i realise that. it boosts my ego, i can't lie. however, today was different. today was special. today was the beginning of a new friendship.

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The Violet Hour

by Sea Wolf

went shopping (kinda) at bazaar in Rasta TTDI. came across a stall with robert rodriguez book. i giggled, knowing that i've read the book(thanks to mr.ari izra) and it was brand new (coz the book that i had looked like it came from the 18th century). then this kind stall owner approached me, "do you know this guy? do you recognize his films?" i quickly answered yes to all of her questions. she seemed excited so she asked how do i know him from. i explained i was a film student and that i was keen with his movies. later, she told me that she had this bunch of dvds (european movies) that maybe i'll be interested in. so i browsed the dvds she had given me. i was quickly drawn to a movie entitled Judex directed by Georges Franju. however, i didn't have the urge to buy it. i wanted to buy The Last Days of Disco because they had Chloe Sevigny in it. the stall owner recommended and literally urged me to get Judex instead (she explained her reasons until i heard the word "French Surrealism"). BINGO! i took it. she made an offer, 2 dvds and a few free items. whatta heck am i gonna do with those bunch of stuff? in my mind i just need my dvd and that's it! then she took out a fanzine. i'd browse through it, she made a deal. so i took 2 dvds, a fanzine, a cynical-political-fun lyrics and a brochure for rm27.

i took interest on my purchases, especially the fanzine. Title: Shorts by Azzief. so i read the first page, then the next and so on. honestly i was fascinated by the content. i have no idea how to really describe it, what i can say is that it was real and well written. so, checkout the dude @ http://violenterections.tumblr.com/


Mr. Azzief, you've gotten yourself a fan(not groupies-stalker-ish kinda way, he hee~!). keep up the writings and looking forward to read what you have to say after this =)

Forever and Always

by Taylor Swift

Face it my dear lads. love is blind. love is somehow a certificate for two people who seems devoted, to hurt each other. love is hard work, love is only sweet in the beginning. when the honeymoon is over, back to reality my friend. love is friendship. love is when you're near with the person you're attracted to, your chest burns and your heart starts to beat really fast. love is when you feel like you want to protect that one particular person even though you're not capable to. love is when you see the beautiful side of the person and embrace the bad. love is when you rather get hurt that the person you're in love with. love is when you feel like apart of you disappear whenever you significant other is away. love is trusting each other and never jealous. love IS blind.

it gets so hard, it breaks your bones, it cuts so deep, hits your soul, tears your skin and makes you're blood flow.

do you dare to let yourself go and be hopelessly in love?

Blackbird

by The Beatles

why is it every movie that i've watched has something to do with heartbreak. guy meets girl,guy gets girl,girl dumps guy. OR girl falls in love with guy, guy cheated, girl find something better to do. and some cases guy wants to forget girl, guys found the other girl, girl gets jealous of other girl, guy gets other girl. the last draw for me is watching "Forgetting Sarah Marshall". that was like the big WTF for me. life is like a dark comedy movie that only Sundance audience could except it as a joke of the day.

i'm sort of a blackbird myself huh? taking a pair of broken wings and believe that i could fly.

Done All Wrong

by Black Rebel Motorcycle

i don't believe in coincidence,
i don't believe in fate,
i don't believe in soul mate,
i don't believe in labels,
i don't believe in rules,
i don't believe in commitments,
i don't believe in happy endings,
i don't believe in the four letter word...

question : do you believe?

Last Request

by Paolo Nutini

Tomorrow i'll wake up knowing that,
there's nobody beside me,
Tomorrow is another day that,
i'm not looking forward to see,
Next week would be the same,
like it was only yesterday,
Sooner or later i'll forget my name,
because apart of me have flown away,
Dawn till dusk, there's nothing for me to wait,
for the kiss so sweet it could linger,
There's only sadness, not a pinch of hate,
a little bit of regret but never anger,
At you who have loved me once,
maybe twice or three,
I beg you please grant my last request,
once you hold me, then i shall set you free....

p/s : inspired by Paolo's song title...

Pork and Beans

by Weezer

This video i've seen it couple years ago but never got the chance to share it with. Then it got featured in the Weezer's video clip. It is straight up, fucked up retarded but fun to watch! May i present you, Charlie The Unicorn~!tadaa!!

Love Minus Zero/No Limits

by Bob Dylan

Sorry Jazz, i'm still mentally obsessed!huahahaha!!!!!

p/s : i did this out of my randomness obsession towards bobby D. i used water colour paint n i didn't use reference surprisingly! although there is picture similar to mine but believe me, i didnt even use any references. ratings are much appreciated =P