If Tommorow Never Comes

by Ronan Keating

i've never reveal my true feelings about losing my one and only brother. every time i told someone about him, the moment he went away, i smiled. i smiled because i was thankful that i had those moments with him. maybe by revealing this letter i wrote a while ago might give you the rough idea about how deeply i adore a guy by the name of Mohd Azeem Abdullah.

Dear Abang (or Azeem),
How are you up there? i don't mind if you can't reply back to me but if you're watching what i'm doing, listen up! You must have noticed how different i looked since you last saw me! well, i'm more grown up and more mature. i know by writing to you, people who will read must think i'm delusional or forgotten my faith (perhaps). honestly, i need someone to talk to and i don't expect any reply. i felt a relief writing and pretending that i'm writing to you.
remember the day when we played wrestling and you hit my nose and it bleed? at that time i thought it was super cool (i'm that weird). and you've cracked my back when i was 8 years old? mom went nuts! i had to lay on my back for 2 weeks! remember your 1st girlfriend and you've introduce her to me! her brother fancied me however i rejected him (because i was to young to know what love is).
i went through all of my diaries and i found your signature. at that time i knew you were reading my diary. somehow, you've left a mark. remember the time when things were rough and we had to stay with pakcik? as i grew older, i realized at that time, actually we were homeless.mom did it all she could for us. i hope when mom leaves, you'll greet her with love. but allow me to spoil her first!
you must have been furious with me regarding the guys that i've dated. honestly, i've learned my lessons. you've shown me how boys function. i wanted to make a story about you. something to show my appreciation towards you. but i couldn't come up with something good. i'll make sure the guy who plays you are as handsome as you!harharhar!
i still haven't figure out why on earth would you ask for nasi ayam for you last meal. i terribly sorry that i didn't tapau you one. but how i wished that you went out with me and alang to bukit bintang on that day. well, it has happened so shall let it be. i wish i could have your personality, your charm, and your bravery (although deep down inside you're a chicken!=D). only Allah SWT know why he loved you more.

i love you, abang <3

p/s : say hi to mak ngah, wan, nur faiznur, aziah, atuk,and yasmin ahmad for me. and ayah, i'm deeply sorry that i didn't spend time with you on your last days. i wasn't ready but i guess i'm too late. hope you'll forgive me.

sincerely, aisyah

For Once In My Life

BY STEVIE WONDER

it's been a while since i've made a review..so here it goes!
(CAUTION : MAYBE CONTAIN SPOILERS)

VALENTINES DAY : DIRECTED BY GARRY MARSHALL
i was expecting something wow'ing me since Garry Marshall directed 'Pretty Woman'. a film to watch suitable for the couple and the singles. well, both will be left horrified!a story told on the beginning of (hectic) v-day. where plans are made and flowers are sold like crazy. bunch of stories compiled into one. i find this film a bit confusing, and the storyline are just plain boring. i shall give kudos to the concept, people waking up knowing that it's valentine's day, some wants to celebrate with love ones, some wants to kill v-day, and some just decided to be unfaithful, and some decided to come out of the closet. i loved every Shirley MacLaine and Hector Elizondo scene, they are just plain adorable! also, Topher Grace hooked up with 'call girl' Anne Hathway, their relationship was convincingly amusing. i was shocked when Taylor Swift came out, she knows how to have fun with her character, kissing Taylor Lautner and all! i don't see the chemistry (or any attractions) between Ashton Kutcher and Jennifer Garner although they are supposedly friends who somewhat has feelings towards each other. well, like i said, it's confusing. so they've touched some young love topics, bout having sex (Emma Robert and Carter Jenkins)....and also the fact that you could actually be rewarded when you're kinder to people (or in some cases, your country)...i preferred LOVE ACTUALLY. there! i've said it!

p/s : watched it with my bestie, Jasmin on v-day.=)

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The Only Exception

by Paramore


Love has rules, dos and don'ts. whether you want to follow the do or ignore the don't (vice versa), it's your own choice. it's your life after all. however, rules are made to give guidelines of what should a relationship be and how it works. some might think with these simple rules, you can avoid the possibility of an episode of heartbreak. some might think that it's our job to work it and the rest are in god's hands. some might be the exception.

the exception means when a person just blessed with a relationship or a partner that doesn't require hard work just to maintain the only thing every human need, LOVE. like loving your father, mother, sister, brother or even (in some cases) friends. this group requires an open heart to create a bond that will never be broken. being the EXCEPTION is fucking great!

however, this is a very rare case in this uptight world. sadly, i'm not one of them.