Miss Atomic Bomb

by The Killers





As 2013 coming towards us, 2012 has already bid it's own farewell. Especially the fiasco about the Mayan apocalypse and such. There is so many things to recap about this year. A lot of ups and downs, roller coaster rides, although I was determined to make 2012 a little bit boring for once. However, what I am most satisfied about is the fact that I've completed my 2012 New Year's resolution! Alhamdulillah!! All of the sweat and tears has finally been paid off. And without further or due, I would like to reveal my 2012 resolution:

1. Buy a car - I finally manage to get a car! She's a MyVi Premium 1.3, purple in colour and her name is officially.... Rachel Berry! (coz she feels like she's a star and a little bit of a show off. But I love her anyways! :D)
2. Get a stable job - Although it was hard, but I had to say goodbye to the production world. Maybe for now, I'm not sure. However, I am happy with where I am right now. It's a phase for me to explore and who knows, life might take me somewhere that I never thought I would go to.
3. Be Happy - Despite everything that has happened to me, I chose to move one step ahead. I'm still trying to let go bits of my past but I come to realize that I just need to let go all of these baggage that I've been dragging for years.

Merry Christmas and have a Happy Holiday!!

Give Me Love

by Ed Sheeran

I've been following this blogger for quite some time now. She gives me inspiration on what to wear and also her achievements at a young age is very aspiring. As I was doing my usual routine (come home, watch my favourite tv shows, ramble through Youtube and other social network) I saw an update. Reading THIS made me think for a second. A lot of questions asked, a lot of uncertainties, a lot of 'if's. All of this would not only twist your brain, your heart, your sanity. It would also makes you question yourself. Are you that worth it to be experiencing something so powerful yet so destructive as this?

Humans live to love. Love is the most subjective thing that people would just define it in several ways as they felt it's suited for them. Love could be being with that special someone, sharing your moments, past, present and future with them. Love can be giving something that you have just because you feel like they are the less fortunate. Love could be watching somebody you cared deeply, happy, even though you're not the one who's giving it to them. Love can also be letting go, for the benefit of others and yourself. Love is life.

I'm not good when it comes to love. I've always been searching for things that I find impossible to get my hands on. I'd almost defined myself as a girl who wants something that she knows that she couldn't have eventually became obsessed over it. Yes, I went that low, girls have their phrases right? But then, when you think about it, sometimes we just don't know the actual meaning of love. Love is not something physical like the rain, love is not invisible like the wind, but one thing that they have in common is, YOU CAN FEEL IT.

I just wish that love could break all barriers in my life, so I could find peace in love.

New York

by Snow Patrol


I haven't done this in a while, but here we go!

Little Things : The List goes on!

41. Realized that I still have a little bit balance in my Starbucks card.
42. The chill weather in a bright sky.
43. Nescafe/coffee in the morning,evening & night.
44. The smell of clean clothes.
45. Wearing my baby RayRay.
46. Waiting patiently for things that I've always wanted to have.
47. Eating fried food.
48. Roadtrip with bunch of crazy people.
49. Entering an art gallery.
50. Eating ice cream by the lake.
51. The blur expression on my niece when I confused her.
52. Watching Zooey Deschanel on New Girl.
53. Men in suits.
54. Learning a new song.
55. Chocolate Chip Cookies
56. Floral printed fabric.
57. Watching Joseph Gordon Levitt's films.
58. Twirling on a new dress.
59. The click sound when you press a pen.
60. Land on a shoulder to cry on.


Happy December!